I am so grateful that Ashley Muniz agreed to guest posting for me while we were in DC, and even though this is days late, please welcome her 🙂
She gets up early. She has so much to do today, so much to accomplish! She checks her email’s and her phone, checks the news and rushes around to eat and shower. She let’s the maid in and the contractor who is doing her bathroom remodel. She gets her kids up and dressed and rushes them to eat their breakfast. While they eat she checks over her grocery list. They aren’t eating fast enough and they are laughing and seem to be dilly dallying! She sharply says to her kids, “Hurry up!” “Ten more minutes and we need to go. Mom’s got things to do today.”
The kids want time to play this morning, but there’s no time. She needs to get to the gym!
She needs to measure up and feel good, she needs to focus on herself! They can play in the gym’s childcare can’t they? They’ll get their play time there. After all, all her time is focused on her kids. After her workout she needs to finish errands, shop for an outfit for a dinner party she’s hosting tomorrow, pick up groceries, and then take the older kids to a class. Then she needs to go home, unload her groceries, put the kids down for a nap, and start things for her party tomorrow. She also needs to do some work on her part time home business. Although her husband makes a decent income, she needs more. She needs her shopping money and her “stuff” money. She deserves it, doesn’t she? She needs to see the check with her name on it every month. She feels validated and she feels worthy.
After the kids nap she needs to take the two older kids to sports practice and the younger one is along for the ride. They’ll eat a quick dinner on the go because that is all they have time for. She’ll come home after sports and bathe the kids and feed them a snack. They play for awhile while she watches a new episode of her favorite show. Her kids ask her to play with them. She says “not now. I’ve been with you all day! I just want to watch my show.” The kids will watch a show or two when they’re done playing and they’ll go to bed. She’ll catch up on a few more shows after they are asleep. She’ll chat with her husband for ten minutes during commercials.
The next morning she does her usual morning routine and gets her kids up. They seem tired and cranky, but she’s got to take the older two to preschool, drop the baby at a childcare center and then get to her hair appointment. She runs to the store after her hair appointment with her youngest child, having forgotten a few things for the dinner party she’s having. After the store she picks up her other children from preschool and they go home for a snack and nap time.
During their nap she prepares for her dinner party. She wants the house to look perfect! The kids wake up from their nap and she dresses them to the nines for the party. The kids want to play but she doesn’t want their toys out around the house. She scurries around to get the finishing touches ready for her dinner party. She checks her twitter, Facebook and Instagram accounts. She uploads some photos to her Instagram of her child having a great time at preschool! She uploads some pictures to Facebook of her party preparations. She puts a few more photos of her bathroom remodel. She goes to put on makeup, styles her hair, and puts on the new outfit she bought. The guests arrive for her dinner party and they are all having a great time! How they admire her newly decorated and remodeled bathroom! Her husband seems tired as he gives a weary smile to the guests. She doesn’t know what is bothering him. She hurriedly puts the kids to bed early so she can continue with her party. She’ll have a late night cleaning up but she’ll drink extra coffee in the morning.
She’s got another busy day tomorrow! Sports practices and kids classes, errands and the gym. Preparing to host an event for a group she’s involved in at church. She wouldn’t know what to do with extra time on her hands. How would she entertain her kids all the time if everything weren’t so busy? They’d drive her nuts! Sometimes her heart says something is off, but she ignores it. Everyone else is pulling this off, so why can’t she? She can be superwoman too. She doesn’t want to seem different. She certainly wants to be one of the in crowd. Certainly God requires her to try her best at everything.
This schedule goes on for many years. Her younger two children are in college and her oldest is married. Her nest is empty. She can’t remember the things that filled her time for all those years. Her husband seems distant. She can’t remember the last time they really talked. Where are the fruits of all her activities— all the “to do” lists? They seemed so important at the time. Her kids are struggling in life. Didn’t she provide them with the best activities, preschools and the best birthday parties? Their faith is wavering and she doesn’t know why. Didn’t she take them to church enough? Maybe she should have involved herself more in church, maybe she should have led more Bible studies. They call her every few weeks but beyond that she feels she is disconnected from their lives. “Oh well,” she passively thinks, “this is just what happens when they grow up.” She can’t recall her children’s favorite games, or funny things they said. She can’t recall morning snuggles and playing yet another morning game of “feed the dolly breakfast.” She can’t recall the quirks of her children’s childhood personalities or the time she spent with them.
Wasn’t she a great mom? Wasn’t she the ideal American supermom?
“She was loud and rebellious, her feet would not stay at home.” ~Proverbs 7:11
“Her house is the way to hell, descending to the chambers of death.” ~Proverbs 7:27
I’m a wife, mother, homemaker and blogger. I enjoy reading, writing, dates with my husband, and time with my family in the foothills of the Sierra Nevada’s. Since becoming a mother God has shown me Himself in a new way and has lifted me out of circumstances in life that seemed insurmountable.
I believe as mother’s God has so much goodness and peace for us. We must press into God’s thoughts and plans for us, not the culture’s, and God will show us His freedom! This is the theme of my blog, and I hope it blesses others and glorifies God. “O taste and see that the Lord is good, blessed is the man that trusteth in Him. Psalm 34:8 Ashley blogs at The Wall of God’s Truth
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